7 april 2020

1:23 am

https://youtu.be/NORkwJiy-k4

Whenever I come across these sort of videos 

I feel bad. Whatsoever, what so far I try

I always encounter a fight at home 

I'm 27

I'm tired

Never wish or hope this to end

Because of this us a family 

But I no more speak

Feel like talking 

To anyone 

This has become a habit that

I no more speak 

I'm scared of talking 

But again I see those videos 

Either fact or fiction 

I'm unaware 

In some corner of my heart 

I feel, hope relationships existed 

Could be better 

Of what they're now

Now my only dream is to build 

A temple for my parents 

Nothing else...

Pretty clear that relationships won't work for me 

Knowing which I shall never proceed.