Darkness Ahead Of Depression

Wish you could ever know,

The torment which was constant within,

That pain and agony which you could ever feel,

Because from the dawn to dusk,

It never turns to be a bona fide.

No matter how much,

I smile and laugh aloud for a while,

Or cope up with a lost beat,

Which can drift my mind for an ahuke.

Alas! The pain will never suffice,

As it will be skulking inside day and night,

Like a sinister omen will always be there 

Right by my side,

As it was draped within my uncanny soul,

Even when I blink my eye for a while.

And when the darkness tends to bulge in thereafter,

To consume that only hope,

That was keeping me alive,

Like a blistering ray of sunshine.

Which will drag my soul,

To a dire place which I never intervened

Almost my entire life,

Hour by dreadful hour.

Every time when I lose myself,

In the grasp of depression,

That kills me aisle,

Piece by piece,

Brick by brick,

But, a murmuring voice hits my mind,

That I gonna make it out alive,

Need to hold my feet firm for a while,

If I can hold our and bear this stormy night.

And that voice keeps on whispering,

Inorder to get through my darkest vibes,

To perceive happiness under the sun down sky,

All I need is to fight,

But we tend to forget every single time,

After each day comes the night.

Therefore, I try to move along,

To play my forsaken part

While this quelling darkness and depression,

Slowly tend to splinter my rattled heart,

In search of that invisible light

Which turns everything, Divine.