Deepening Fantasies- 1

I know you did not leave me because you doubted,

But none of these scars were fresh,

Too simple to wonder when you had attained humility and no loss of true pride,

 Hasn't much faith,

But are your eyes that bad?

Needless temptations to leave what made you too lonely to see it,

Stealing from those eyes that kill,

We went through this fiction everyday;

So be careful or you will fear even the Red,

Sit in the sun in the doorway,

Share them in the morning,

But cannot lose that fear...

Keep warm the December,

Remembering I was asleep in the chair when the sun was down,

And strange shoulders fallen forward,

When many different shades by the sun called me alive...