Despair

when in despair

I feel I am nowhere

i sit on the ground and stare

for someone to take care

i lose all hope

i don't how to cope

of the day to day troubles

that have just begun to double

I feel lost

just beginning to roast

feeling the burden the most

to be prepared for the worst

i begin to curse

as I have not a penny in my purse

from where to start life

and look after my children & wife

somehow, I gather strength

to think something feasible at length

to connect the things that are meant

and forget the past that just went

i gather the courage to go on

and forget the things by gone

as I have learnt from my mistakes

that put my life at stake