Embraced

Stayin' all nights, no; losin' control over the things ever damned...

Tryna skippin' conversations and then thinkin' I'm fine?

And I'm no stranger to surprise...

This paper town has lemme' down too many times;

Why do I even try?

Just gimme a reason why?

Why all're busy switching sides?

Then where do I draw the line?

I guess I'm too naive to read the signs;

All they ever do is lemme down...

Being feelin' so alone in every crowded room;

Can't help but feel like something's wrong, yea?

Cuz the place I'm livin' in;

Just doesn't feel like home, maybe?

Its being more than a month and I'm still addicted to her just like its my first time...

But I like how I'm being persuaded by her;

Cuz she's givin' me unaware thoughts of my awared existence...

I hold my list of dreams but complicated reality makes it scream;

Being perfect feels like I'm lackin' all of me...

Havin' existence in no existence and it ain't me...

My poetry mood again mixing up with songs and I'm gettin' so embraced by the negativity alone;

I'm havin' things givin' me chills at hundred degrees but bet are better than those sleepin' pills...

Going with insomnia again wonderin' today in whose dream I'm present...?

The moon won't lemme' sleep...