First Love

Fresh like morning dew,

Your face is a beautiful view.

Your shade is light hue.

Kisses you plant – just a few.

Happiness, your smiles supply,

Everything is spoken by each of your eye.

But, however much you try

Won’t work for me will your lie.

When you look and shyly smile

My heart jumps a hundred mile;

My blood flows like river Nile;

I miss a breath every while.

Sweet as honey, white as snow,

Looking at you, everyone will glow.

When I am angry, you will bow.

Staying with me whenever I’m low.

Without hiding when we do things under the sun;

Risking everything, keeping our lives on the run.

When you don’t listen to me, it’s your head and my gun.

I still remember times that I could have undone.

When it’s a long time and no see,

I remember times when you let me be.

Helping me out without any fee.

To my heart, you hold the key.

I know you love me like hell,

But if I ask, you won’t tell.

“I love you,” I would yell;

Because you saved me by the bell.

Teardrops on the cheeks of time,

Your love for me holds no rhyme;

Sometimes lemon, sometimes lime,

Cost people ask – not a dime.

When I ask, “Who’s your flame?”

“You,” you would claim.

“Don’t lie, tell me the name.”

“Girl, stop playing this game.”

Addicted to me, I know.

Love is all that you can show.

Kisses you plant in a row.

And when I’m angry, you let me go.

Tricks that you use to make me eat food;

Fights, anger and swears disturb my mood.

Things for which I become rude,

Only until you say, “You are forgiven, dude.”

The way you force me to eat;

Towards yourself pulling my seat.

Your happiness is my heartbeat.

Mad you went when I touched someone’s feet.

You look like a sun-kissed beach.

“Never bow in front of others,” you preach.

My strength, my pillar, my all-time reach;

All you do for me is teach.

One day when I became extremely ill,

Trying your best for my stomach to fill;

Forcing me to swallow the required pill,

“If you do this to me, you, I’ll kill.”

Out of nowhere when I break and cry,

With kisses making my cheeks dry;

When I’m angry and my brain – fry,

Making me happy has been your only try.

Even when it is, you say, “It’s not your fault.”

You make my ego jump over the vault.

For me, you are my chili, pepper, and salt.

To my fast-paced life, you bring a beautiful halt.

It seemed heavenly when I kissed you first.

You had a bad day, on me you had burst.

My goal was to stop it from getting worst.

But apparently, it increased your thirst.

With you it was my first date;

Very responsibly you left me till the house gate.

Unfortunately, we got ten minutes late

Because of which my mother had to wait.

On our first date, when you suddenly grabbed me and gave me a kiss,

Unconscious I went, my eyes closed, I gave everything a miss.

Silent went the ground, silent went the sky, ho hiss.

Among all the memories, this is my greatest bliss.

When I didn’t come one day without any message sent,

I never wanted to be absent, it was never meant.

“I’m sorry, will you forgive me?” I had bent.

Till date, I’m trying to mend that dent.

Wish I could make a new start

From my most mistaken part.

I know it well – your heart,

Priceless pearl that I ripped apart.

Setting you free was my aim.

But after it all, I feel shame.

“Welcome back,” you said when I came.

But I know it won’t ever again be the same.

And then came the worst of it all,

Time pushed me, I had a great fall.

I had hurt you, I had broken a doll.

Crime I had committed, however small.

For me, you are the long-lost love locked in my heart

To who I wish I could go back and make a new start.

Although I know that things are ends apart,

But I still hope that I can excel in my part.