I Chose You Over Death

When vanity is cast aside

With long-dashed dreams and fallen pride

At last, better hope I see

One anchored in eternity. .

 

When no one gives a second glance

Or offers the promise of romance

I know the one who's love is true

Who looks beyond what most men do. .

 

When wit and charm have fled from thought

And the company's no longer sought

There's still one friend who longs to hear

My every word, desire and fear. .

 

When awkwardness is more the rule

Than competence, and being cool

His words I hear so gently spoken,

“come, poor in spirit and all who are broken.” .

 

When those around me criticize

With disapproval in their eyes

He spreads his arms with full embrace

And wears acceptance on his face. .

 

When kindred spirit can't be found

And understanding's wayward bound

The one who knows me best will be

Thinking precious thoughts towards me. .

 

When a foot is slipping, mind astray

From trying to fix things my own way

He rescues me with hourly grace

And sets me in a spacious place. .

 

When all my naught attempts at fame

Lie crushed beneath a weight of shame

I seek the fame of him instead

Who calls my name and lifts my head. .

 

When youth and vigor fade away

And triumph seems like the ancient day

My strength can rest in one who brings

Fresh power to soar on eagle's wings. .

 

When my last breath someday I take

Death's shadowed crossing, hence, to make

Upon christ's nail-scarred feet I'll fall

To kiss that one who is my all.