I Hate Myself

I hate that you fooled me

With your infectious smile

I hate that you told me you loved me

When you were lying all the while

I hate that you were so jealous

When he was just a friend

I hate that you turned this

Into something we cannot mend

I hate that we screwed this up

Past the point of no return

I hate that you never believed me

Trust is something you should learn

I hate that you ignore me now

As if we never were

I hate that you betrayed me

For my pain there is no cure

I hate that you broke my heart

You don't know what I've been through

But most of all

I hate myself for letting you