Letter To My Brother...

I am an innocent, 

Brother;

Why do you torment me?

You slay me each day,

With your horrendous demeanor. 

I look not into your furious eyes,

Scared to fall into the misery again. 

Somebody deceived someone,

That doesn't mean that I will do the same.

Why torture me?

Each time you condemn me for having everything. 

I'll collapse into the void of remorse. 

Have you not got the same, Brother?

Why look into mine? Turn, look into yours,

Yours is more fulfilling than mine. 

I wish to go back to our old crazy days,

The days when we laugh, fight and tease,

The days when we unite hands against ma,

The days when you come running to me for a hug,

Remembering is always depressing. 

Why fight brother,

For no reason at all?

Is it our ego?

Is it our love?

Or is it our stage?

I know you will be with me,

You know I will be with you,

Then why this distance?

We remain strangers in our own homes. 

My eyes bulge out each night for you. 

All I want to say is,

'Do what you want,

Not what others want.'

I will cherish you in my heart,

Till it stops.

From your loving sister!