Lifeless
Lifeless
Black. That's all I see.
Pain. That's all I feel.
Screams. That's all I hear.
To never wake up again, that's all I fear.
Want to scream, 'I'm alive',
But I can't find my voice.
Now that I lay lifeless,
I don't have a choice.
Mom, the time I've spent with you,
Was the best time of my survival,
I know you love me, I do,
But maybe I wasn't worth the revival.
You kept me hidden from the world,
To save me from myself,
Tell me mother, was it for me,
Or to save yourself?
I thought you would be proud,
I never wanted to embarrass you,
Tell me mother, was it too evil,
That I wanted to be a girl like you?
I can hear my heartbeat,
Soon slowing down.
I can feel my soul,
Soon fading away.
But all I can think is,
'Will I ever be awake?'
'Cause I never wanted my life
To end this way...