Madness Of My Love

The Madness of my love I can’t explain, 

It is not a pleasure but more Pain

I have your shadow, within me it won’t leave, 

I can’t kill myself or insult you that my irony, 

I smile like everything seems okay, 

And I having fun, 

Living life king size, 

But what if I show you the heartburns, 

I prayed for angels of death, 

To take this soul to rest, 

But they are scared of someone, 

There is cupid being guard close to my chest, 

Funny it seems, irony or a pun, 

Love is something that serious,

But it certainly ain’t fun, 

Can I tell you the pain of me as love idiot, 

I so madly become for you, 

That the vow of silence, how can I tell you, 

They either love and tell, 

Or shut and burn in hell, 

 

Each day, each minute a promise I make, 

Not tear will fall or that love mistake, 

Rude, shrewd ruthless I have to become, 

But that your image on heart it making me outdone, 

Like a drug addict I so addicted to you, 

That sometimes if I don’t think you I turn blue, 

The air that doesn’t reach my heart I don’t why, 

Then in sleep tears leave my eyes, 

  

Won’t your happiness, 

And your heart to be happy

Not just live your life for others, 

That is bullshit and crappy, 

But why can’t let go of you, 

I, who love you, you don’t have a clue, 

I might smile or stand beside you, 

But I would never ever spoil the relationship through, 

I hold my heart and cry alone, 

I can bear the pain and whine or mourn, 

But never see you hurt or see you cry, 

I’ll have world bent down just for your smile...