Prayer And Gratitude

I was in the midst of trying to find myself again 

I kept telling myself this was just a phase not a trend

For I know if I went back to my old ways

It would definitely be the end 

I remember the days when the end was all I prayed for 

Til one day I admitted I was powerless over my addiction and my knees hit the floor 

I prayed harder than I've ever prayed in my life 

Every day since I pray every morning and thank him every night 

Every morning I pray for him to continue to mend my broken heart, to keep my spirits lifted and to get me through just for today 

I thank him every night for doing all that I asked of him and for giving me the strength to keep the demons away