The Boomerang Journey

Life is indeed a circle,

I stand at a place where I once began.

The only differences was people were new to me at the beginning,

Now, they are strange to me,

In precise, they turned out to be mere strangers.

I remember our fights we put almost every single day for everything and anything,

It was always to gain you to me and me to you.

The weighing scale I mentally weigh,

With one end as my ego and other end is you,

You have always weighed down my ego,

The reason behind me being the first person to come back to you.

Then things changed,

You started to fight with me to put me down and down,

Until I felt the strong urge to get up and give back everything,

And turn without even thinking about returning back.

But,I never had the courage to do that to you,

I felt simply to turn back in silence.

The reason for leaving you is not ego, not self-respect,

but because there was no peace.

I believe more then love, affection and trust,

A relationship you are in, should give you peace.

In a relationship, when you don't find peace, fredom and respect,

I would suggest you to end it and cherish the memories of togetherness.

I still miss the old us,

But more then that I respected the relationship we were in,

The reason I decided to leave.

I miss the stupidest grin we gave each other,

When we talked about something naughty.

I miss the classes when you hold my hand and keep shaking it,

to keep me awake during the boring lectures.

I miss going to washrooms together always,

even when one of us had no need of using it.

I miss the being special to you feeling,

when you let me eat your ice-cream first,

since I hate when people salivate.

I miss your care when you always keep a part of your food untouched,

to let me eat.

I miss the scribble fight in your note book,

which ends up with a note full of mess and memories.

I miss "sailing in the same boat" looks we exchange during exams,

and the moment we burst out laughing after coming out of the exam hall.

I miss the texts in which I swear at you,

and you swear at me even more harder.

I miss our compromise at the end of our fight,

which we always end up saying,

"You're not worth after all, I'm more then enough for you".

I miss tagging each other at the ugliest memes,

when we press the angry buttons at the comment,

while we were actually smiling.

Even face book pops up daily with the notification,

"You have a memory to look back".

Time flies so fast after all,

A year back we were together,

Now we hold only the memories of our togetherness.