The Carrier

I have never thought to find what I'm looking for

I never really did.

But the changes on my brain are counting insane.

The punctuation is taking part of my life

The grammar's my wife

I cannot cope with the difference between this

And my imagination

We're doomed to damnation

My head is undergoing interrogation

They're tall, fall into my world with bold eyes

I think they cover the skies

What is this? Who did this?

It's no business of his

My God is guarded above

My sins cook in the stove

They're baking my future

I wrap around my forehead a sign of presence

I am here but my mind is not

I did count the time to rewind the plot

Though the buttons did not work

My programs need a rework

The cake in the fork has tasted better

Rotten in my mouth with time

I'm stuck to vicious tunes

On my arms are the runes I cut free

I hand them poetry for them to see

They read, read, read

On their eyes is just feed, feed, feed

They all need, need, need.

But they don't read

They revise their eyes on my paper

They taste the flavour and walk off

No one stays to hear the rest

No one stays to listen to the best.

If they did they'd spread the pest

My sickness is bloody but honest

They think I'm perfect, I'm flawless

Is it inhumane to think less?

Should I find myself a god?

I'd unbury the rod of Zeus,

But it's much easier to open a booze.

I didn't count, I didn't choose

This is not decided, it's incited

Deep in my mind I cannot remove the rhyme

Deep in my soul my prayers are written in poetry

Like symmetry on my creations, my heart is modulated

I emulated feelings for the brain, hence I'm going insane.

There's no chance to change

Specially to change the world or anyone

Someone can only manipulate to the worst

So you must work in a burst

To re-forge the universe, put everyone in reverse.

There's no lance that will save the warrior

I don't create the cure, I'm just a carrier.