Tired of pretending

What made it incomplete,

Or why did it pause?

I am also in dilemma,

I don't know what is the actual cause.

I am wandering in search of closure,

Still looking for a valid reason.

Days are just leaving as if I don't exist,

And so is every damn season.

Was I this bad for even a talk,

About when things went wrong.

I know I can battle everything in life,

But a tag of chaser, no I am not that strong.

I swear I never asked for extra love,

But did I deserve so much pain?

What made you leave me like a homeless?

A me who gave my heart, or a you who played with your brain?

The times when I expected a call,

I didn't even receive a text.

I was like an appointment to you,

'Thank you, next!'.

I ran through the summers,

I cried in every rain.

You could have told me about your uncertain decision,

Because now I am all clueless to start all over again.

'An unfinished friendship',

Devoid of love, breakup, or an ending.

Take me or leave me, at least make a move,

Because now I am tired of pretending.