Until Tomorrow

UNTIL TOMORROW,

                      [But still whatever happens you are my.....]

The tears that roll down

by the cheeks

claimed to be chubby

tickling the way through

raining down like the heavy silvery drop of rain

 wetting me down my chin

But what should I claim these tears for?

Tears of sadness

But what do I own them for?

For my past

But what for?

The common road

That everyone walks on

And meet

Some

To whom

I claim my tears.

Its the same road

That is written in everyone's book

At least once in a life

Like I did.

But why did I choose this type

Of all the types available?

Because

I am a person

Among the fewest in the world

Who cares for true love

Of different means and meanings.

I see you happy

But sometimes

 in condition

Same as mine

But never mine.

5 years on this road

Still wishing to walk

With the same some

About whom I started writing

In my book

But

What did I do to not hope for?

I did hope

Until last summer

When I was walking on this road

With

I don't know what to call it

Expectations or with maze of unclearness

But

Why all of a- sudden it turned out

To be

THE MAZE OF UNCLEARNESS?

I wish I didn't rub off the fog

from my glasses

On my eyes.

Tomorrow

 I will get my answer

for -To

 walk with hands held tight

Or

 in the same road

But as strangers

Known to be friends past 5 years

But why I don't hope it for?

Because

for years I hoped

To find the answer for true love

In those some

But

those changed its merits and principles

in what I had believed

that make myself believe

in those some

STILL.

BUT

the day when I saw

U held the hand of someone

U saw minutes away

So close to your heart

Where mine never reached

That moment

I wished I never turned back

I wished I never cleared the maze of unclearness

More worse 

I wished I didn't take this road,

I fell deep down

In the hole of wickedness.

From which I saved you always

From the wickedness I made u feel free

Made you yourself out to world

For the past years

 But I didn't know

Your hand would never reach

To hold me to out

From the hole of wickedness,

I didn't know

You wouldn't even spare a second to think where I was

Where did I go,

I didn't know you became so busy

To hold that hand of someone

So close to heart

Where mine never reached

That you forgot me

And let me fall,

pushed me

Into The hole I feared of

A lot, but I will say without you knowing

Because I still know

You are mine

But even if I am not yours

STILL

For me,

 it's not you who would do it

I STILL have my belief in you

MY LOVE

Because today is not tomorrow.

TOMMOROW

The day

Which will prove I am wrong

 OR

.

.

.

.

Break my heart

WITH YOUR VOICE

OF DIFFERENT FEELING WORD

THAT MAY ARE GOING TO PIERCE THROUGH MY HEART

 WITH THE SMILE I IMPRESSED ON YOUR FACE

THAT MADE YOU BRAVE ENOUGH TO FORGET

THE SOUL WHICH WAS THE ONLY TRUTH AROUND YOU.

I'LL NEVER KNOW

Until

TOMORROW.

 

BUT REMEMBER

Whatever happens

My love will rest

Only after me soul

Leaves this body.

BUT REMEMBER

Whatever happens

You will always

Be MY

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