Wet In The Rain

I stand on the roof top getting drenched in rain, 

Winds blowing, there drops falling hard again and again, 

All I stand and look at down pour, 

Amazing sight of nature as thundering roar, 

Quiet in my heart, there tear fall and I sigh, 

Every time I look up, I heart yell and cry, 

I don’t what wrong what is the regret I have, 

Am I missing something or life seems bad, 

But as the rain continues, I cry more and more, 

There pain in my heart, burning old scores, 

Was love that I lost because I tried no harder?

Just vowed myself for her happiness rather, 

Was the pain that I saw as parents fought all their life?

Now I am told be good and love your wife, 

Help her, understand know her pain, 

Sometime there things untold, that how love is gained, 

But the this tear won’t stop, it continues to flow, 

I feel alone now as the drops hit me more, 

I felt that pain when I was correct by my mother, 

The slaps that I got was from loving but tough father, 

Is it that I lost my motto in life?

No where I have to go, 

I just living as the season comes and goes, 

Nothing nice, much I feeling much better, 

As I sleep in the water that falls from heaven together, 

Lost in thoughts from day I born till now, 

My tears won’t stop, but I had none I was proud, 

All I doing sitting on edge, as the pouring harder, 

I am crying as the rain falls, what matter with me I can’t gather, 

  

I want to yell, but my noise will seem aloud, 

I hate being no one lost in crowd, 

I want be above the pinnacle that master has left, 

I want to set new levels gat all others reset, 

So as I walk back in there thunder that roar, 

It like nature telling I don’t with you, here some more, 

I sat there whole day and night until the rain stop, 

All my tears followed out now I don’t have single drop.... Samuel