When Life Looses All Meaning
When Life Looses All Meaning
Standing in the broad daylight
I feel the sun burning upon my skin
Giving a cooling sensation
To my ever-burning heart.
The pain of being a failure
Has been stabbing me since
My mother died of a lack of medication
My father due to suicide.
This pain is irrepressible
For this shattered soul
As it is from hatred and frustration
I bore into myself since then.
Today I stand before you
O mighty Lord
Without anything left for me
I desire death and yet cannot die.
What do you seek more
By keeping me alive?
Living a life worse than death
Is this the only way to atone my inability?
Then I do care no more,
For my life to go on
As it is nothing but a meaningless ride…
A ride to the downhill of my sanity...