You're Not My First Love

First love never lasts

The world says,

I live away from the homeland of myths

But my fear has found a home there

So I say-

You're not my first love

Even though love has happened

First time to me

First love is an addiction,

Worse, no addiction is healthy

When it falls apart

A deep scar is left behind

As a reminder of your failure

In your best try

So I say-

You're not my first love

Even though I'm falling so helplessly

For the first time

First love is magic

But how sad, magic is just an illusion

So I say-

You're not my first love

Even though

Dancing in the drizzle,

Smiling alone,

Racing heart

This euphoria

All is my very first time

In the end,

With a strong belief in my holplessness

May I ask you a question?

."Will you last for me?"