Dilemma

I'm in a sheer dilemma for a week that what to go with and what not! Actually, the dilemma is the result of the workload.

I'm totally surprised to see myself in this condition. I'm remembering those days when I was more than free for weeks and even months. Not that much free in the sense, but yes, more than free when compared to now! When I am thinking of my past activities, then ultimately I'm questioning myself how come I was so free at that time! And now the situation is that that I don't have the time to check important messages in my groups. Even if I'm checking my class groups that seem more important, I'm left with the messages in the family groups. The result of all this is that when I'm getting time, I'm checking the messages in the family group and feels so angry because the group gets spammed till then. It takes me more than an hour to check the messages and frequently delete them. Nowadays I'm getting frustrated easily which was not a situation earlier. All this has become a headache for me. I'm trying to get over everything slowly and steadily.