My First Ever Love

Back forward to 5th grade when we girls considered boys weren't Ewww anymore but were not our BFFs to that awkward period of our life that's when I meet him for the first time. The new guy in our apartment complex like any other day me and brother was waiting for the lift after school and there was a new guy our age a fat guy, but I found him cute for some reason. After that, I didn't see him much around cause I got sick and my mama didn't allow me to play. Phir one day I met him again at a friend's birthday party at our apartment and I started hating him he was such an arrogant guy he even pushed me because I won in a game and somehow that was the beginning of our unlikely friendship.

We fought and fought every day while playing but had each other's back. In 6th grade I still had a crush on him though we fought like crazy he was in a year above and we used to go to different schools but we both were very close One day in the park he comes to me and says he has a crush on a girl in the class named Gayatri and even made nickname for her and at that age I was heartbroken. Only my best friend at the apartment knew about it she said you are a pretty girl and he is a fat guy so don't need him. But I still liked him. So me thinking that I was heartbroken googled what to do they said move on and don't meet this guy for some time.

After that time was fast 6th grade flew I became busy with school and friends that I didn't actually wanna go to hang out with my apartment friends. I thought that I would them during summer but suddenly I was being shipped off to a summer camp so I didn't meet him. When seventh grade began I changed I was the cool girl at school now. So after school I hung out at my friend's place months later our apartment had an annual function and I met the love of my life who had broken my heart. He wasn't fat anymore he was looking cute now and my stomach already could feel the butterflies. I kept starring at him till he came over to me and started talking.

"It's been a long Aari why you not coming with us anymore" there I lost my confidence the COOL girl at school who everybody had a crush on couldn't speak anymore.

"I was busy Avi," I told him my heart was beating fast. 

We decided to hang out again but we never got time as we both had after school activities he had football and I had dance coming to the end of seventh grade I got my first boyfriend I didn't actually love him or anything he was the most popular guy in my grade and everyone asked me to say yes to him and I did so. I was sure Avi had a crush on me when I found him jealous once in our apartment our friends mentioned that I had a boyfriend. I was happy my boyfriend and I didn't last any longer we broke up at the beginning of summer cause I knew I still had feelings for that one guy. During summer we become close again me and Avi it was nice it was obvious we both had a crush on each other. At the end of summer, I went on a trip with my family after we returned Avi just came and hugged me said he likes me I was so happy and that was the beginning of our relationship we were a cute couple though we were at different school and had other activities we found time flew

I was in 9th and Avi in 10th and things started becoming hard for us we started fighting and Avi was going in months now every day we fought we tried making up but I still loved my Avi. I had my first kiss with my Avi behind the emergency exit once and my mamma started hating Avi day by day my friends said he was bad for me. I didn't listen to anyone I knew I loved my Avi. My grades started degrading at such young age I started having breakdowns he started treating me like a puppet. I believe Avi loved me but he didn't care for me. Month before Avi left he said he was tired of me and broke my heart I was depressed we had the best memories but now everything was over.

Now I am 17 and I changed a lot and have come a long way and 2 years later I met Avi he is in college now and I am finishing my 12th. When Avi left I was at my worst he taught me a lot and I taught him to we were in love and he was my first love and I would never wanna forget the memories I made with him.one thing we all have to learn is that not everyone can there in our life when the god finds its time for our next chapter he creates situation where our loved ones have to break us so we can be stronger. Now me and Avi are on good terms we aren't best of best but we are friends and he will always hold a special place in my heart.