Out of Tune

Coarse notes, unmelodious strings 

An out of pace voice with unfitting melody 

I wonder what is wrong, I wonder why 

I still lag behind, I never Feel growing

For sure I am not lazy, I faithfully follow 

The book and the teachings without deviation 

But I lag behind, I never feel growing 

I ponder, what am I doing wrong?

My thoughts, race here and there 

Out of tune, unmelodiously, nevertheless 

I continue, with ambers like conviction 

That I will eventually get rid of myself 

Of being out of tune