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My heart bleeds now that your gone.

So I stay up to feel you till the night reaches dawn.

I'm having trouble accepting this is real.

I'm struggling to allow myself to truly feel.

I wanna do whatever it takes to run away,

But I know I have to truly face this at some point, some day.

I just wish I could see your face.

Its kills me inside to no that's never going to be the case.

Just know that I'll love you forever

And I won't forget you or what we shared, not ever.

-98