A Clear NO

I was suffering from this bedevilment

Long-long ago,

And it took me over years to say a clear NO.

He touched me here and he touched me there,

All this I had to bear.

Whenever I repelled, he blackmailed me,

And there was no one to stop,

To see.

I cried, but my cry wasn't audible,

Everyone told me,

I have to endure,

After all, I AM a girl.

His long pointed fingers lacerated my

frame,

And my voice was deep shut,

I couldn't take his name.

One day, I met my soul, it was weeping in dark,

And I realized that darkness was my life,

Without a single spark.

All the merry moments had vanished 

away,

And I was the real culprit,

I had nothing to say.

The clock was ticking tock,

I gulped the realization,

It was heaven's knock.

My pains turned into my strength,

My tears turned into my sword.

And I

Just revised the name of my lord!

Oh god! I said, give me courage, 

give me power,

Now, its time, that I face,

This darkest hour.

This hour is just before dawn,

I was told,

Enough being hushed,

Now I have to be bold.

He tried to touch and tame me again,

But the blood of mettle was

Running in my vein.

He was scandalized yo see me bold,

For him, I was an article,

Which was already sold?!

He tried to weaken my belief,

And thought that I would run.

But I knew I have to face the nightmare,

As it was my turn.

I recalled all my wounds,

All my pains,

The clouds were filled with anguish,

It had to rain.

With all conviction, 

I gazed at him,

My eyes spoke the words,

"I AM OWNER OF MY WHIM."

It was time to overcome misery,

And it was time to authorize,

NEW HISTORY!

It was time to unroot all sins,

Cause we have faced long-long ago,

Although, it took me over the years,

But I finally said a clear "NO".