A JOURNEY PAUSE

I wasted the time when I knew I shouldn't,

I tried to control it and focus but I couldn’t

I’m just spending days, in hope of fate,

everything I 'm supposed to do I just hate

But inner voice knew nothing would happen unless I raise

Clear my vision and work upon my own case

In past 3 months my productivity is nothing,

I couldn't smile, laugh, learn or do anything cheering

I'm travelling daily with random thoughts

With no purpose, building my hay hopes

Just observing what's happening around,

May be my missing mission could be found

Am I an explorer or a loser who is running,

Not to face a failure again because i'm not enough shunning

I'm tensed I ' m messed, I ' m worried with my tears are shedding,

When I sat in between the crossroads of life, to figure out what's going

I want to scream, scream even louder

But when I rise again I will be a founder

Founder of neither a startup nor a company,

But a purpose and a vision, which can give my life a symphony

If my mind and heart need time to connect the dots,

I’m not in a hurry,cauz without aim I fought many battles and lost

Maybe this task of finding inner peace and instinct is not going to be easy,

At Some points life triggers, since every path to be travelled can’t be smooth and cheesy

Now in the middle of the ocean either my boat find a direction or just just sink,

All the lessons, failures, morals, incidents are running in front of me just at a blink

I used to consider life is a race, and we are supposed to run till we die,

I used to consider life as book whose blank pages we have to write

But it isn't that way .

It’s a journey we travel, we cradle, we run, we walk, we fell, we wait, we get up,

Sometimes we get up to upsurge but sometimes we fell again,

Others may easily jump over the hurdles over which we slashed

But comparing our journey with others, it can only be ruined

Life is not a single book, it has different subjects,syllabus, chapters, stages

We need to let our inner bird out of the cages

Which can fly both high and low,

And reap the results of seeds that we sow.