A Small Journey

My life started with cradles of joy

Then I was away from the story of toys

My child hood was very disappointing

Where I had to sacrifice all my Joys

I grew very fastly

With love of my father

But there was a time

When I couldn't find him anywhere

And now when I am an adolescent

Where I need the love of my father

Where I want his full support

He is not with me

Let me talk about all the happenings

That took place in my life

Where all those stairs were so slippery

Whenever I step forward I fell and started a big cry

I was at the age of 12

When I have to attend the cremation of my father

When I have to ignite him up

When I lost all the faith in god

I cried a lot

But not in front of my mother

Cause for her I m the strongest girl in world

As she had rather saw my tears

My pillow knows the best about me

Where I keep my head and cry on it

Where noise of my tears is stored

Now I left everything

To debate that was my passion

To draw my relaxation

And to trust on anyone

I wonder why this all happened

Why my mom had to leave her job after it

Why my sister had to face the word orphan

Why? I really wonder

I want back my happiness

That was stolen from me

I want back the tragic moments

That once occurred to me

Through my pen I wrote the worlds biggest truth

No one will lend a shoulder

When you have no value (money)

I trusted god

More than myself

But why in return

I got a hell

I really wish I could fight

To fulfill all the dreams

Of the one who called me princess

Who comes and blesses me in dreams

I want to overcome all my screams

I want to overcome all my screams