A small word
A small word
A small word was all I had to say
But it was a difficult word, so, I swallowed it away
It kept buzzing in my throat causing a lump
Wanting to come out, yet too scared to jump
It sank deep into my heart as it became my regret
I thought it's a matter of time, then I would forget.
But I swallowed more of it, as I kept smiling
Each time I hid it in my heart, it just kept piling
I thought I was wise in gulping the word
It had better be hidden than be heard
By doing so, I thought I was saving a sinking ship
After all, my reward would be the saved relationship
What had I gained, and what had I lost ?
What had I saved, and at what cost?
Was it a relationship which I saved from dying?
Or was I holding its shadow after all the lying?
With nothing to save and nothing to behold
I decided to let it out when it needed to be told
The next time, out it came shooting like an arrow
With a great relief I heard from myself, a resounding NO!