Broken

The longing I feel for you 

At 1 am hits me hard

The facade of not needing anyone 

Is wrecking me and I'm falling apart. 

Your love was just a delusion I created 

Cause I felt empty and alone

But it was all make-believe and pretend 

And now I'm here all torn. 

I'm laying here at 3 am 

With a broken heart and body 

And even though I'm not at fault 

I'm the one saying sorry. 

And I hope you're thrilled 

After filling me with misery

Because every night I tear myself apart 

Thinking I'm not worthy.