Dark Relation!

I have a dark relation with myself,

The relation that doesn't break or fade,

It becomes bitter with time,

But never elopes in time.

I can never break this bond,

The one that I have within my soul,

The dirty relation of the mind and the soul,

The more fights they do, the more I pay to heart.

This relation creates bitterness around, 

Doesn't even let me sleep in peace,

Neither it allows me to relax,

Nor it let's me live joyfully.

There are secrets that I know,

Which is hard to accept by me,

But, still sometimes you need to cope up,

As this could make you strong.