Dear Love , I Quit !

I should not have taken this step,

It’s fed my will to quit ...

Tears aren’t stopping, the mind is racing,

Looped memories that’s draining my courage ... I knew this was coming ...

There will come a day when breathing will be a burden ... Just didn’t know my deterioration was faster ...

I always was stronger, rebuilding and repairing accepting and adapting ...

The next morning was a new day, no inhibitions of the other way ...

Now it feels I don’t want to go back to myself... It’s pushing me away far away

Saying it wasn’t myself ... And worst there is no need of myself!

My headaches daily, my shoulder pains excruciatingly......

My body is giving up hope again...for the nth time ...

But the worst is my mind who wants no more logs of negativity to be carried further.