Desire....

So much I wanna say to you

So much I wanna confess

And so much still left to be clarified

I don't know where to start though.........

I just wanna be with you even if for a day

I just want to hug you tight even if for the last time

I just want you to hold me close as you used to even if for a day

I just want to never leave you.......Wish I could do that

I just wanna sit under the moon doing nothing with you even if only for a night

I just wanna take all those long walks with you even if this would be the last time

I want to do and say a lot but don't know where to start

I don't even know whether I would ever be able to or not

I just hope though....someday you'll know what I always felt

Someday you'll be able to hear what I could never say

Someday you'll see the pain behind all my aggression

Someday you'll see my love for you hidden in all those "Hate you" texts

And someday you'll understand I never really meant it when I asked you to leave......