Feelings Of First Time

When I stepped in this world, 

How much happiness did it bring to my family?

When I said the first word, 

How happy was family?

When I took my first step,

How surprisingly did they react? 

When I did the first mistake of my life 

How calmly did they explain to me? 

When I went to school for the first time,

How much worried they were? 

When I was beaten for the first time,

How much pain they had to go through? 

When I rode the cycle for the first time, 

How much scared they were? 

When I lied to them for the first time, 

How much it hurt them? 

When I took my first step in the in-laws' house, 

How much they cried? 

When I got pregnant for the first time, 

How much elated they were? 

When my body lies in the coffin for the first time 

Now, none of them was there to cry for me, worried for me, take care of me, 

But, those blessings of theirs (family) was always with me.