Hence proved.

I do have a special place for you,

I do keep you, above all priorities in my life.

I fervently wait for your just one call, one message with bated breath

Oh what if you called me and I’m in the shower

Oh what if you called me and I’m dining out with my friends

Oh what if you called me and I’m in my important office meeting

No worries cuz I shower without closing the door completely and keeping my phone as nearest as possible at the highest pitch ringtone

No worries cuz I ask my friends to continue without me so that I could talk to you

No worries cuz I drop out of my office meeting to talk to you and later apologize to my boss “

oh sorry sir, got disconnected, had connectivity issue”

When you ignore my calls and messages I conjecture what the hell did I do wrong which

A mistake of mine exasperated you so much that you don’t even feel like talking to me

I want to be like you- a stone-cold person with no concern, no sympathy

I want to be like you who became completely oblivious to the fact the that once you ever loved me

You said you will be there for me when I’ll need you

What if the time I called you and you disconnected, was the last call I ever made

What if the time I messaged you and you cleared the history after reading it, was the last message I ever typed

If you will actually give a damn only when I’m dead

Then trust me I’m more than happy to die for you, for your tiniest concern, for your tiniest of love.

You always said you love me

And I said no I love you more than you do

My love, your actions prove I was right,

However I feel devastated that maybe you didn’t ever love me at all, maybe you didn’t ever love me at all.