I Am Not Accepting

I am not accepting

any love for me.

I better not welcome that,

As every time, I left with

tears in my eyes

and beating heart.

I am not accepting

any chance for me,

I better not earn that,

As every chance I got,

left with regretting soul

residing within myself.

I am not accepting

any bouquets for me,

I better not sense that,

As every bouquet I get, left with

an unknown attachment

with thousands of questions.

I am not accepting

any letter from me,

I better not peruse that,

As every letter I get, left with

a higher expectations.

I am not accepting

any sympathy for me,

I better not demand that,

As every consoling shoulder I get,

left with upsetting face.

It's better not to accept anything,

As every time, we will get,

what we deserve and

what's written in our destiny.