I Don'T Know Why

I feel like crying when you are not near

My heart fills with fear when you are not near

I wish to cry when you are away

Your each step hurts me, as you move away

Yeah, I am insane

and that is the way

I don't want to be weak,

but I don't know why

I love to see the way you smile

I awe at the way you turn the pages of your file

the way you look, mesmerizes me

I wish to live that moment,

It seems as if you hypnotize me

I have one, but I just can't use my brain

I am not dumb. but I become one

I don't know why

I wish to hide everything from you

but in front of you I just can't lie

If god can give me life with you after death,

I just wish to die

No, I am not crazy

but for you

I just become weird

I don't know why