I Lift My Pen And Write Again

Hiding my emotions under a smile, in vain.

You disappeared from my life, leaving me plain.

I cannot elucidate my feelings, I am in pain.

I want to lift my pen and write again.

You were my sunshine like a glow,

You were like warmth, in winter snow,

Your love and concern, I cannot forgo,

I am tired hiding my pain, tears flow.

You were what I wrote about,

You and your love I couldn't doubt,

All alone by myself; got nothing to lose or gain,

Once again, stranded alone in your thoughts

I lift my pen and write again.

I let myself loose now,

I am living in this torment, only I know-how.

Separated myself from others, my emotions are suppressed,

I want to spend an entire life with you,

That's my only request.

I want to be happy; to let my emotions drain,

I cry tears and with a smile

I lift my pen and write again.