I Promise I Will Change..

I am not exactly sure when it happened, or even when it started.

All I know for sure is that those feelings are true and pure.

I have not thought of writing, nor thought of forgetting so early.

The feelings for you are strange and hard to describe,

But when you look into my eyes, you will find them deep inside.

But trust me, I will change and I will change...

I do remember those delightful days when you were in my arms,

With a smile holding it firm, but now things are different.

Those times are not likely to return.

But trust me, I will change and I will change...

This time I am feeling so frail, not so easy to mask that silent wail.

In a short span of time, I am glad that we found each other knowing that,

Our love will not last forever.

But trust me, I will change and I will change...

I am very sorry that I am a little late for your love,

But the time we had was like heaven on the earth.

I miss those feelings to me from you,

I miss you every time, know that I really, really do.

But trust me, I will change and I will change...

It's not easy to forget the first love.

It's my choice of life I am living and there is no fault for you to make.

Last time we met, I shed my tears so now I am too strong to break.

But trust me, I will change and I will change...

I do remember the time I kept you waiting for so long,

Ignoring the small amount of time we had.

For this, I do regret and I feel guilty yet.

In this life, I will never stop loving you,

And trust there will be no one replacing my boo,

In my heart.

From then to the end, you will always be my first priority.

But trust me, I will change and I will change...

I hope time will heal everything,

But for me, it's impossible to conceal abiding memories.

You are so strong, also so bold...

You do really care and that I know,

You can love me more than I do.

A hearty thank you for being my cup of tea, you don't know how much it means to me.

For you, I promise I will change and I will change...