I Quit, This Time

In the sea of stabbing pains, my deep blood bleeds

Having no one near me, my me painfully pains,

All over my sky now rains come as my blood

Very soon my breaths will die, only pain will flood. 

Each second is painful here, no more I can

Death I want now, don’t come near, even a man,

Our world is no more for me, here it burns me 

Near the last door I am, not me, my body you see. 

Every piece of my body has suffered a lot

Yawning even pains, my breaths I want not;

On my chest, depression has stabbed so frequent

Under there the will to live more far away went.

Deaths I have heard many through paining suicides

On this world my feet burns, no more painful nights;

Now may be some little pains, my breaths will be still,

On getting my neck pressed against the rope, paining

Time ends, my eyes close, my life quits it’s meaning.