I Sit Crying

Just hoping the pain will go away 

There awake grounding time 

Oh your busy ok 

I sit crying 

Just hoping the pain will go away 

I’ll text them they said to always reach out 

No answer ok 

I sit crying 

Just hoping the pain will go away 

I’ll call that number 

“I’m sorry to hear you are feeling that way do you want to breathe “ you need a hospital “

I sit crying in there

Just hoping the pain goes away 

They call my name finally here it goes 

“ you are not suicidal nothing we can do until you make an attempt “ 

I sit crying alone 

Knowing the pain is not going away 

Knowing I’m alone with no options 

I’ll die crying alone