If I Leave Today And You Ask Me Why...

If I leave today and you ask me why

Just ask yourself did you try?

Did you try to talk to me?

Make some efforts and ask me?

Ask me if I am good.

Ask me if I am okay.

Stop me from self-harming

Stop me from chasing fake prince charming

I believed in a fairy tale

Why didn't you tell me this was worst than any stray dog's tail?

When I chase after you every time

All I was ignored every time.

When you avoided my feelings

Making me question if I had any,

All these sorry and I'll never do that again

Was just in pretty vain.

Things go inside my brain

Which makes me take a blade and tear up again.

Tear up my skin

Let my blood out

The colour of blood is as same as the colour of love...

Red.

Dark Red.

Which sometimes give us pleasure.

Which sometimes gives us our worst nightmare...

After all this time, I try

I try to hold myself, every time I see in the mirror

My reflection is not as pretty as the moon

But my soul is as pretty as a rainbow even in the worst nightmare.