Incidental Rendezvous With Myself

Every day is the same, every fortnight a monster came

Sleep paralysis is the name

Stress is the cause or being so weak is my fault

I wake up feeling strong but after few hours my mind is fully exhaust

I try meditating during free hours but I prefer to wander somewhere far

My emotions are not mine; my face is a facade of lies

I am a faker practicing false life and I don’t know when my health is going to be fine.

In search of solace, the process made me hurt my mates

I wanted to change but the nightmares waved.

The flow of emotions caressing me during daylight

Is overpowered by sadness during night time.

But suddenly the world also malfunctioned

and everyone was prey to the lockdown call.

I realized that I was a mere exaggeration of mixed emotions

and people outside there suffered due to an invisible cause.

Now, I rub my eyes and open them

The afterimage of tonight still remains

As my memories of today sink into my pillow

I have a dream of my grateful life.

Yes, I want to be a homo sapien before anything else and

Feel my existence on this land rich in wealth.