INSIDE OUT!!
INSIDE OUT!!
I might look at ease from outside,
But inside I am at war with my own self
I might look at peace from outside,
But inside I'm kinda depressed.
I might look lifted up from outside,
But inside I'm a little suppressed.
Confused about the noise from outside,
Making way out of the chaos inside ..
Seems like I'm lost .seem as if it's all over
No light I see, no way I find .
Just paving my own pathway
With my tiny little motivated thoughts.
But still know where I'm heading .
It all seems dark now ..
But I know there will be light somewhere.
But clueless about that ray of hope
And finding my self away from home
Just walking on the path
of my passion and my dreams
Nd hoping that it leads ..
to where I must be
But still blind to the way it leads .
I know I'll reach where I wish to be
But still a doubt is deep inside me
Hidden just like me ..
somewhere in the dark.
and not knowing where the road may lead
Preparation for worst is necessary
But hoping for the best is also a thing
Called motivation .. a way to keep going
But fear of losing things weighs me down
How do I travel on a road which is outside
When I'm just sitting clueless inside
Knowing nothing but just despair
And hoping for everything to be the best
That road seems right.
Full of light is there outside
But the darkness within me thinks
What if it turns out to be awry
Sandwiched between the conditions,
Conditions of the outside paths
And my inner suppressed state .
Waiting for the right time .
Hoping for the best .
I know that time will come,
But when ...I'm clueless
I just hopes it comes soon
So my fear could end
My despair could vanish
My anxiety could fly away
Somewhere very far away
My smile will be back
And so will my faith
My hope will be constant
Change won't scare me
I just hope I get what I want
And amidst all these
I'll get my happiness back
Inside I'll be at peace
Outside Ill have a big smile
Inside I'll win the war
And outside I'll shine ..