It feels a sin-§

I'm having today sips of whiskey and regrets

And seeing my life killing me like cigarettes

Only you and I know what I've been through

I've been badly punished, this is true

What is it that I have done

Working hard and soaking the sun

I can't see! my mistakes are none

If soaking the sun is bad I'll stop

And sleep from bottom to top

Answer me, God, I know you hear me

You'll punish me more is the only fear in me

I go hard even when it's tough

But the gifts u give are always rough

Why have I always been treated like a bin

Why am I me, it feels like a sin