Loneliness

Oh! How lonely it feels 

Being in company of thousand and still be like the unwanted peels

I try to hide myself mixing with people 

But how could I ever run away from the sheeple 

I wish for a life sans responsibilities 

Far for people and their chaotic mentalities 

But I know its a dream so expensive 

That I could never afford being by nature oppressive 

I pen down my unclear thoughts

Trying to sought a reason lying in my cot

But there's always been a period instead of an

 uncertain pause

I read the written troubles again and again, trying to find a loop clause...

Cuts and cuts I made again,

Thinking about people who left me for their personal gains

Dishevelled - I wish to just have a release,

From people or by letting my breathes to cease,

When will this time freeze, so that maybe I could be at ease ...