Materialistic Trap
Materialistic Trap
Trying everyday to endeavour
It's the beginning and I can't further.
Is it the end or just an inception?
Things were fine when I was a non achiever
There was hope, motive and desire.
But now it feels like being a dead duck.
I don't want to be a non player character,
But what can I do when I hate failing and repeating like a player?
I want success and maybe I would obtain it
But where's the happiness hiding?
Because the seeker is tried of seeking!
Why do I love playing victim?
When I choose my own destiny.
It's just the starting and I already feel placid.
Nothing triggers like before.
Will things would change and get back to healthy?
Or can I just find a permanent way to quit this cheese trap?
God please show guidance as I surrender to learn the lesson that are remaining.
And I plead you to forgive the sins of my soul.
So that I can free my spirit from the jaws of reincarnation.
Not because I am weak but because I don't find any purpose here to live.