Messed Up Thoughts

The feelings that you have for her,

You once had for me.

The promises you are making to her,

Were once made to me.

The jokes you crack with her,

Were once cracked with me.

Nothing has changed,

It’s just that earlier it was you and me, now it’s you and her.

Sitting all alone,

Just like a lifeless clone.

Thinking about everything else but not us,

Trying to get over you,

Don’t know what happened,

Still looking for a clue.

If you wanted to go,

Why did you come?

If you wanted to break my heart,

Why did you apologize in the first place?

If you wanted to make me sad,

Why did you laugh with me?

If you wanted to make me feel lonely,

Why did you make me feel special?

These questions are of no use,

Because you aren’t gonna answer them, 

And I am going to remain in my ewws!