Missing A Part Of You

Butterflies came and went,

I loved, lost and wept.

If only promises were just to be felt for a moment,

never converting into actions, just leaving the heart in fragments.

We address each other as best love birds,

unware of the end or burden of heartbreak.

It is not a feeling, it is a commitment,

to love everyday physically and emotionally

But when it gets hard people tend to quit when love stops being fun.

when you want something badly, set it free, if it comes back,it is yours forever,

if it does not it was never yours to begin with.

crying over and over but sadness never drained,

thoughts surrounded by dreams of you again, deep down suffered, screamed,

the only thing to show the whole world was smile.

This midwinter I fear myself more than my heart shiver,

being devoid of emotions, tired of being strong, tired of saying ok,

being completely captivated in his thoughts

If he ever loved you, you would not be crying for him the way you are,

I realized it was too late and parting was certain.

love like that is a curse if lost,

Ever since I have been wishing those moments of you on every shooting star.

questioning myself where things went wrong and be up late night wondering if he is missing me too,

wondering if things would ever get fixed as it was.

Always trying to get rid of the feelings, but end up missing from your past even more, a little more than yesterday.

No matter where you go, what you do, the bittersweet memories that you have sought refuge in some corner of your mind,

draws you back to no one but him.

It is like the place you want to revisit over and over to live those priceless moments again.

Once he said me you can love someone and still let them go,

And I let you go.

Now growing old and forever promises does not make any sense now,

gone were those dreams and priceless moments spent together.

This time it does not makes me stronger rather into broken pieces.

I do not wake up happy anymore,

I gave you more than I gave myself, so loyal to you that I betrayed myself.