My First Love Wound

I was in love with you

when you smiled

But now I know your smile was fake

I was in love with you 

when you heard my stupid things 

But now I realized your listening was fake

I was in love with you every time when you said " I love you "

But now I know your love was fake

I was in love with you

when you touched me

But now I realized your touch was fake

I was in love with you

when you told me that "I care for you "but now I know your care was fake

I was in love with you

when I thought no one can love me more than you

But now I realized it was my assumption

I was in love with you 

when I thought you were covering my wounds

But now I know you were creating more internal wounds for me

I was in love with you 

when you said " I can do anything for you "

But now I know it was my blind love

I was in love with you

when you said " your love for me is selfless "

But now I know it was not your love it was my love who was believing in your love.