My first...

"First"...

Whenever we hear the word first, automatically our minds run in race thinking of competition, participation, achievement etc.. It's good to be in first place but should be sportive. 

Standing in first place is not only the winning, helping and giving others who are in need is also a winning.    Ofcourse winning of hearts is the real winning.. 

Other than standing in first place, there are some 'firsts' which we cherish life time.. Many things happen for the first time but only some of the things which we feel special or the things we feel happy, sad, regret etc will remain in our minds forever ..

  A girl named baby, she really looks like a baby who is notorious, joyful, innocent and ofcourse childish. She spent her schooling in a good atmosphere with her friends enjoying her childhood. When she was in teenage, like every girl, baby also dreamed of her life. She is a dreamer and so she designed a prince who is the one only loves her, cares her and treats her like a princess. She also wanted the prince to do anything and love her even in her absence. She made a chit with only three wishes that how she wanted her prince to be...1. he should be beautiful from inside than outside 2.minimum 5 years of assurance in love 3. Life long same love like at first sight. But she never neglected her studies. 

Finally when she was in graduation, she found the one whom she wanted to be. She felt that the one is everything to her. For one year she was on cloud 9..

 But... She realised that this was not what she wanted. She also realised that she made a very big mistake of believing that one. 

Then what she got.. She got all of her 'firsts' from that one which are not special but are very sorrowful. That is her first regret and first mistake of believing someone. Because of this, she lost her freedom. She never crossed her limits even though she lost her freedom, she lost her friends nd finally she went into depression. Finally she came to a situation that she got adjusted to everything even to things which she is not responsible. For that reason she started fearing to even very small things. That is her first big fear...

Mistake, regret, fear...these 3 made her completely depressed.. This has been continuing for 8 years...

At this time, she discovered a poet in her which made her show love towards the words. She wrote many poems which reflect herself and "how to express" is her first poem. From then, she started writing many poems expressing her feelings and thoughts.

Next.. What happened?!

Before that, what is her first love? What is her first kiss? What is her first solo trip? What is her life now...

To be continued in part 2

By the way have you eaten the first fruit of this season?!