No One Can Stay Alone Better Than Me

My smile hides my tears

My laugh hide my screams

It's been this way for so long

Things aren't easy as they seem

I always seem so happy

With not a care in the world

But you should know, sadly

I want the bathroom door to cry

And many things are untold

Nobody really knows me

They only know my Cover

But I wish I could let it free

Let them know what's under

But instead, I practice

My smiles in the mirror

Then next thing I do is

Make my fake laugh clearer 

Yet no one is happy with me

I make mistakes all-day

Every time they call me dumb and ask

Why- so I decided.

I will live alone behind the mask

I wish I could be small again

Happy and carefree

But this can't happen so, I wore a mask

That always smiled to hide my feelings

Deep inside I am lonely

Like a missing part

Behind my all smile they are tears

Asking God to heal this before

Anyone get to know about my fears

I don't want the world to laugh at me

Make me silent saying - don't act

Hence, I designed a mask to make

Me still laughing, to no one let know about my crying 

They say you're useless

Can't make decisions right 

I pray to God every day

Let me myself decide

The truth behind my all tears

All my hidden fears

You know that only what you can see

But the reality is - none can stay alone better than me.